I realize I've been doing the same thing everyday. Waking up during noon, go for brunch, return home, turn on the computer and starts staring at it. It's the same old routine, 7 days a week.
Never felt so empty inside of me. I've got no urge to do anything. Wanting to turn in early every night, but the thought of waking up early in the morning deters me from doing so. So in the end, I stare at the laptop not knowing what to do, till wee morning then head to bed.
Ok, maybe not purely staring, I still talk to people online, 1 in fact. I never like this feeling, still trying hard to overcome it. I couldn't even remember when it all started in the first place. And soon all these negative thoughts start entering my mind without warning, which is probably why I've written so many "emo" post lately. Pardon me for that, rush of inspiration I suppose? But definitely in the wrong way.
Now I don't even know how to end this post. How great. Good bye readers?