It appears that how much you're deny of the privilege, the more you tend to act up against that denial.
The more you're denied, The more you want to.
You know you weren't suppose to do it, you understood the fact that nothing good could come out of it, you know that you'll probably throw away much more then you would receive, You know all of these but in the end theres a maybe lying somewhere, a glimmer of hope that it would be different this time, a little light that you gain by deceit to yourself, and so you do it
The more you're restrained, The more you start to unleash
You've seen how it all went down countless of time yet this becomes a regular thing because of the fact that you're still searching, so each time you get a chance, you tell yourself, it might be the one, it would be the one time thats different, this one last try would work.. I guess none can defy this because of the fact that you're still searching for the one.
The more you shouldn't, the more you would