No matter what you do, I somehow do feel something.
No matter what I say, you will be affected.
No matter what happens, do things still stay the same.
I just tend to deny my feelings.
Simply because I do not wish to hurt myself or anyone else AGAIN.
Mischievous acts are missed
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Once again, my life's complicated.
Thks Fr Th Mmrs
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Yes, I've finally officially graduated from SP yesterday. Gotten back my final semester result.
I was taken aback by my result. Straight B's. More like 3B and 3B+. What a result to end off my tertiary education.
Best Friend
Monday, March 21, 2011
Books are my best companion,
They fill me with feelings,
They keep me company,
They never leave me,
most importantly,
They don't ask anything in return.
Running thoughts
Virtues are what everyone wants,
Flaws are what everyone doesn't want.
Inner Peace
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Do you ever have a moment where you don't know what you're thinking or what you're suppose to be thinking but you just don't have the damnest mood for anything? You just want the breeze upon your skin, the sound of calmness and peace through your ears and your eyes close shut to the world?
I need love
Saturday, March 19, 2011
I need some love. Family love
Your Special Someone
Friday, March 18, 2011
I believe somewhere in your life, there will be this someone you find who will completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you never share with another soul and they absorb everything you say. When something great happens, you can't seem to wait to tell them about it, knowing that they will share your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you're down or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you're not good enough, rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that makes you special. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. Things that seems insignificant to most people became invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. There's no need for continuous conversation simply because you find yourself content just by having them around. Things that never interest you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.
Gone
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
It's sad when people you know became people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk to them for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.
Saddening
Saturday, March 12, 2011
It's pretty sad when your parents don't even remember your birthday. Not even a simple greeting. =((
Today, was great.
Had my 20th birthday celebration today, in fact yesterday since it's a 2am post.
Received a birthday card and a parrot key-chain as a gift, now attached to my set of keys permanently.
It was AWESOME and MEMORABLE. Had a simple dinner with best friend, koi, rot around iluma, went to Starbucks and McDonald to hog their seats and tap on their wireless then to her house to play monopoly and bluff. It was great.
I won't forget today, definitely. Thank you Bestie!! Thank you Ferinna!!
HBTY!
Friday, March 11, 2011
Happy 20th Birthday to myself.
I wish I was a kid
Thursday, March 10, 2011
The truth is, when our mother held us, rocked us, stroked our head - none of us ever got enough of that. We all yearn in some way to return to those days when we were completely taken care of - unconditional love, unconditional attention. Most of us didn't get enough.
I know I didn't.
Whitney Houston – I Have Nothing
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
I don’t really need to look very much further.
I don’t wanna have to go where you don’t follow.
I won’t hold it back again, this passion inside.
I can’t run from myself, there’s nowhere to hide.
Don’t make me close one more door.
I don’t wanna hurt anymore.
Stay in my arms if you dare, or must i imagine you there.
Don’t walk away from me.
I have nothing, nothing, nothing; if i don’t have you.
Smile?
I realise the only way to make me smile lately is watching some funny videos. Ironic.
Monday, March 07, 2011
Friendship is like running a race. There are many startpoints everywhere, but you can’t be at every endpoint. Run for those who matters, or you would be too tired out.
Tension of Opposite
Friday, March 04, 2011
Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing but you're bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
Many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. They way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.
However, how many of us can do it?
Just read lah.
"Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to",
"Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it",
"Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others",
"Don't assume that it's too late to get involve".